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if my dad could figure out how to work my camera then perhaps i'd have some good photo's of me in florida,  haha. 

i was thinking recently that my blog should probably be about me. i don't know when the last time was that i wrote down how i was feeling, or how my life was going, and that recent post about my art school worries really seemed to help me get my head back in a good place, so this might become a regular thing.
recently i've been really missing my second home of orlando, florida. it seems like such a stupid thing but i can only ever see happiness for me living there, or at least living in the uk with the prospect of always being able to go back, which i don't have right now. the wonderful thing about the world right now is that i could drive down to the airport and get a return ticket to germany or france or greece for under £100 if i wanted to, but plane tickets to florida are never going to be less than £700. that's so frustrating to me, because i'm the queen of bargain travel, and i'll stay in a youth hostel and travel by bus if i have to, but there's just no way to get around that flight cost.
i just miss it. i've never been to a place more beautiful or magical, or a place where i felt more at home. it's just perfect there. trust me to fall in love with one of the most expensive places to visit in the world.
disneyworld 2015 is a thing that could happen. if by some miraculous happening that i get into university and then accepted to the disney summer work experience programme, then i can go there. that's the most exciting thing in my life right now and it would be the most wonderful thing in the whole world, but there's two years and a lot of work between me and that goal, so i'll say no more. x