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Wednesday, 2 July 2014

wicked, new job, and finishing college

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hi guys! i have a lifestyle post for you today, but i'm not sure whether or not to keep doing these any more if i'm honest. i feel like my book posts are going really well and that these types of posts aren't popular at all and maybe my blog would be better if i focused on just one genre? but i also feel kind of guilty about not doing my theatre reviews like i used to, and i know that if i get to travel then i'll definitely want to blog about that, so i'm not sure what to do. opinions in comments would be greatly appreciated!

so at the start of may i had my final major project deadline! i was really good about planning my work and making sure i got stuff done so i wasn't too stressed by the deadline and i was really happy with everything i submitted. then sometime towards the end of may we got our results - and somehow i managed to get a distinction! that's the highest grade you can get on my course, and i only needed a pass to get into university, so i am over the moon about that! i want to go a lot more into detail about the work i did but college have kept my sketchbooks back to be examples for next years students so i'll have to wait a little while before showing you guys.

the same week that i got my results i also had an interview for a summer job which went really well and i managed to get the job! i don't really feel comfortable with telling you where this new job is because i spend so much time there and we only have around 3-6 employees in at any one time so it would be really easy to track me down if someone tried to find me and i just want to put my safety first. i will say that it's in retail for a big company. anyway, i started on the 1st of june and i'm absolutely loving it; it's the best job i've ever had! i'm actually quite sad that i'll be leaving at the end of september haha!

june has also been a great month for theatre! i saw an amateur production of 'seussical the musical' which was really good (although i did accidentally buy front row seats and we kept catching the cat in the hat's eye haha), and the 'wicked' tour came to the grand! i actually ended up seeing it twice - once with my family, and then about 5 days later i was able to grab myself a front-row dress circle seat. i saw 'wicked' in london's west end last year (which i wrote about here) but honestly, i thought it was so much better on tour! i'm not sure if that's because i forgot some details or because i was sat so much closer at the grand, but the story seemed a lot clearer and well-rounded. plus, as always, i found some new things to love this time round - nessarose's 'wicked witch of the east' was phenomenal and i realised just how heartbreaking the story is for glinda (she loses her best friend and the only man she's ever loved, and then has the courage to stand up and rule oz?! she's incredible!). i also adored nikki davis-jones' 'no good deed', which i had never really liked before. you guys know how much i love this show and you should definitely all go see it if you get the chance!

so that's it for now guys! the only thing that july holds for me is working hard and saving money haha! do you guys have any exciting plans? thanks for reading xx

Wednesday, 14 May 2014

gary barlow, mcbusted, and sweet, sweet freedom

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hi guys! april was such a lovely busy month for me. at the beginning of april, i got to go see gary barlow in sheffield with my mum as i bought her tickets for christmas, and it was fantastic! i'm not much of a gary barlow fan (take that, yes, but gary by himself, not so much) but he put on one hell of a show, with incredible lights and a ridiculous amount of confetti, which i keep finding in odd locations all over my house. he played all the take that hits, which got a big thumbs up from me, and he did 2 or 3 songs from a piano that appeared in the middle of the floor section, so at that point he was only about 4 or 6 seats away from us - i swear at one point he looked directly at me. but okay. yes. let's stop fangirling over him now and move on to fangirl about something else: MCBUSTED.

i have been a busted fan since the very beginning - they were the first band i actually ever knew about (other than the stuff my parents liked) and i LOVED them. i saw them live in 2004 (10 years ago) which was my first ever gig. since they broke up, i had a pretty lengthy love affair with mcfly before re-igniting my love for busted when i found their cd's a couple of years ago. on the 30th of april, i got to see them both, live. it was possibly the best night of my whole life. my seats were excellent and i had such a good time. i've never been to a gig before where, not only did i know every song they played, but where every song was a FAVOURITE. i just had so much fun and i could've stood there and watched them play for hours and hours and hours. i let out my inner 9-year-old self and sang and danced and just had the best time. i filmed a few of the songs here but there was NO WAY i was gonna limit my dancing/arm-flailing by trying to get good footage, so it's a bit shaky. you may also be able to here some horrible (and i mean horrible) screechy singing, which i'm very sorry about. i had to delete my video clip for 'britney' (which is possibly my favourite busted song ever) because you couldn't even hear them over my terrible singing, haha!

other than those two fabulous nights, the rest of april was spent working very hard on finishing my foundation diploma. the first two weeks of april were easter, so i had 2 weeks off, but really i spent those 2 weeks kneeling on the floor in my living room covering cling film in electrical tape to make fabric, and then i made a spacesuit out of it. yep. art college makes you do some weird things. once that was made, we all had to come into college to help paint the studios to create our exhibition space, and then i had a dress-up sesh with my friends so i could photograph my final piece. then there was all the boring stuff to do, like write evaluations, fill in forms, label all my work, make sure everything's neat and tidy. i handed everything in on the 5th of may and now it's all done! i kind of don't know what to do with myself any more, so i've been doing a lot of reading and watching a lot of films, but i'm very much enjoying my freedom. so since i've got a lot of time on my hands, expect a lot of blog posts coming your way!

thanks for reading guys! see you soon! :)

Sunday, 13 April 2014

a very late 'books of 2013' post

hello! so, this post is very very late. i've had this post written up since the new year but kept forgetting to photograph the books! BUT i will not waste your time with apologies, and just get straight to the story: at the start of 2013, i was not planning on reading anything more than maybe 15 books, but in the summer i got my first job and suddenly had loads of money to spend. i ended up reading a total of 57, but because it all happened so quickly, i never got the chance to really write about it. i'm not going to write about all 57 books i read, but here is the definitive list: (you can check out what i rated these books on my goodreads if you wish).

unnaturally green by felicia ricci. zombicorns #2 by john green. the great gatsby by f. scott fitzgerald. rookie yearbook one by tavi gevinson. lolita by vladimir nabokov. the hunger games by suzanne collins. catching fire by suzanne collins. mockingjay by suzanne collins. 50 fashion designers you should know by simone werle. the umbrella academy volume one by gerard way and gabriel ba. miranda hart: is it just me? by miranda hart. the hobbit by j. r. r. tolkien. a midsummer tights dream by louise rennison. the red house by mark haddon. harry potter and the chamber of secrets by j. k. rowling. twilight by stephanie meyer. the bling ring by nancy jo sales. uglies by scott westerfeld. pretties by scott westerfeld. specials by scott westerfeld. extras by scott westerfeld. the taming of the tights by louise rennison. who could that be at this hour? by lemony snicket. the mist by stephen king. the virgin suicides by jeffrey eugenides. 13 little blue envelopes by maureen johnson. the princess diaries by meg cabot. the princess diaries #2 by meg cabot. the princess diaries #3 by meg cabot. the princess diaries #4 by meg cabot. chess by stefan zweig. the princess diaries #5 by meg cabot. red tears by joanna kenrick. the princess diaries #6 by meg cabot. girl, interrupted by susanna keysen. the princess diaries #7 by meg cabot. the princess diaries #8 by meg cabot. a little bit wicked by kristin chenoweth. what they did for love: the untold story of the making of 'a chorus line' by denny martin flinn. vivian versus the apocalypse by katie coyle. paper towns by john green. doctor sleep by stephen king. the crucible by arthur miller. without you: a memoir of love, loss, and the musical 'rent' by anthony rapp. the last little blue envelope by maureen johnson. the carrie diaries by candace bushnell. please don't come back from the moon by dean bakopoulos. naomi and ely's no kiss list by rachel cohn and david levithan. ghost world by daniel clowes. submarine by joe dunthorne. more than this by patrick ness. summer and the city by candace bushnell. coraline by neil gaiman. warm bodies by isaac marion. dash & lily's book of dares by rachel cohn and david levithan. fear & loathing in las vegas by hunter s. thompson. let it snow by john green, maureen johnson, and lauren myracle.

SO that's the definitive list of all the books i read in 2013, but these are my favourites:

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'chess' by stefan zweig (goodreads): this was such a charming little story about chess players on a boat, which sounds quite quaint but it was SO GOOD. essentially, the characters come across an excellent chess player who refuses to play, and he tells the story of why he cannot ever play chess. is that not so intriguing?! what situation would make a man fear playing chess?! i absolutely loved it. plus, it's very cheap to buy on amazon (currently £2.55) and is only 90-ish pages, so it's perfect if you need to bump up your goodreads challenge.

'paper towns' by john green (goodreads): this is my favourite john green book by far! it had everything that john green writes so well; a road trip, a quirky girl, midnight adventures, hilarious side-characters. if you aren't aware, 'paper towns' essentially follows the story of quentin in his encounters with his mysterious neighbour margo, and how he tries to track her down after she goes missing. i just enjoyed reading it so much; it was everything i loved about 'the fault in our stars' but without the heartbreak and the crying and the never-ending pain.

'vivian versus the apocalypse' by katie coyle (goodreads): this was purely a cover buy for me but i ended up absolutely loving it! i'd maybe even go as far to say that it's one of my favourite books? i loved the basis for the plot because it just seems so plausible; there's been another predicted apocalypse and nobody's taking it very seriously, but on the day of the rapture all the believers have disappeared from their homes and everyone left behind on earth is facing a few months left to live before the end of the world. the plot follows vivian and some people she gathers along the way as she travels to try and find her parents who disappeared in the rapture, and there are some pretty incredible twists and some serious jaw-dropping revelations thrown in that i did not see coming at all. i absolutely love religious elements in books and this is based around the fictional 'church of america', which is a very corporate modern take on christianity, and i think one of the great successes of this book was how believable this religion was; i could actually imagine people following it in real life.

'the hunger games' series by suzanne collins (goodreads): i read 'the hunger games' just because it was hyped so much and i wanted to see what all the fuss was about, and it is so so worth the hype! i couldn't believe how much i loved it. i won't go into the story; you've probably all heard enough about it by now, but AHHHH it was so good! 'catching fire' and 'mockingjay' were not as great as 'the hunger games' but i still enjoyed the series so much. (i'm team peeta, by the way - peeniss forever haha!)

the 'uglies' series by scott westerfeld (goodreads): i picked this series up because it is compared so much to the hunger games, and after loving the hunger games, i knew i was bound to like it. it's pretty much about this society where, at the age of 16, you get sent off to be made 'pretty' and you go to live in this fancy city and spend your life going to parties and having fun, and the idea is that because everyone looks the same then there's no discrimination. i find that such an interesting concept because it could apply very well to the society we live in now; people DO actually get discriminated because of their appearance. but is this new society as great as it seems? of course notttttt! the story is centred around tally as she finds out why. i did really enjoy the series, but it wasn't perfect; 'pretties' had essentially the same plot as 'uglies', it felt at times a little preachy, and it would drag quite a lot in the middle of the books.

'13 little blue envelopes' by maureen johnson (goodreads): this book follows ginny as she travels round europe following a kind of treasure hunt set by her aunt before she died, and it was so good!! i would love for someone to do that for me! this book made me want to travel so badly; maureen johnson made every country ginny visited seem so appealing and so lovely, and literally i would just start looking at holidays online as each chapter progressed - like, "i want to go to london!... okay no i need to scotland!" etc., haha! with such an incredible premise and all those stunning places to read about, how was i ever not going to love this book?!

'a little bit wicked' by kristin chenoweth (goodreads): this is an autobiography written by kristin about her stage career, with a focus on her time as the original glinda in 'wicked' on broadway. this is definitely one of those books that, if you don't like wicked, or you don't like kristin, that you won't enjoy, but i love both! this book was SO funny and kristin is such a positive, cheery person that it was actually contagious. i had such fun reading this; it definitely is more of a light read but who says there's anything wrong with that?!

'more than this' by patrick ness (goodreads): this is the first patrick ness book i read and i picked it up completely on impulse; i was browsing waterstones and had a lot of time to kill that day so i picked this up purely based on the cover, started reading the first few pages, and before i knew it i had read half the book. patrick ness' writing style is so easy and calming and it was such a treat to read. the story begins as a boy drowns in the sea near his house, but then he wakes up, in a place he can't remember, and it continues with him figuring out where he is and what's going on. this book is definitely more about asking questions than giving answers and really, you never actually find out what's going on - only a partial reason is given - but that's just a testament to how incredible patrick ness is, because even though i had no idea what was happening or why it was happening, and a lot of it is quite still and calm, i was SO GRIPPED and could not put it down. very interesting and unique read, you should all definitely give this a go.

'doctor sleep' by stephen king (goodreads): this book was such a wonderful gift to read. i really cannot say any more than that; it was just pure happiness being able to read about danny torrance again after enjoying 'the shining' so much. it wasn't scary in the same way as stephen king's other books, but the story was excellent and it was so interesting. the character of abra is brilliant as well - such an awesome little girl, i had a huge grin on my face whenever she was in the scene. if i could i'd give it a million out of five!

so there we go! i'm so embarrassed about how long it's taken me to get this post up haha, but i suppose better late than never? let me know if you guys have read any of the books i talked about and what you thought of them in the comments!

Saturday, 12 April 2014

studio sad-times and the lion king

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hello! well the last few weeks have been pretty emotional! the first week in april was our last ever week in our studios at lca. i never realised before how much i loved working at my little desk and how much that space had grown on me (despite being at the end of a long line of desks (meaning i usually got trapped there when everyone was working) and being right near the light box so i constantly had people milling around). we had a couple of days left to do work and then on wednesday night we had to take down all our work, pack everything up and take it all home, which was pretty heartbreaking; especially in my friends' studio spaces in magpi, where the walls were full of post-it notes of things we'd said (we kept them all though, hopefully we'll be scanning them all and making a cute little yearbook). my desk looked so empty and sad without everything in it. :(

in keeping with the 'sad' theme, that wednesday (2nd of april) i went to see the lion king with my family at the bradford alhambra. i usually do full posts on shows but with this one i doubt it would say anything more than how much it made me cry haha. i was sat very high up in the cheap seats which meant i only got to see about two thirds of the stage but it was EXCELLENT. the scenery and props were incredible, and in the first minute of the show i was already sobbing at how insane and amazing the way they brought the animals to life was (the GIRAFFES and the ELEPHANT! OH MY GOD!). the cast were absolutely perfect - i particularly loved little nala and scar (who had an alarmingly sexy voice...). it was very emotional though; the way they showed mufasa's death (i hope that doesn't count as a spoiler?) was breathtaking, but that wasn't really where i cried the most - during the second half there's a song called 'he lives in you (reprise)' which i had never heard before and i was just sat in my seat full-on ugly crying. i'm sure everyone around me could hear me but i couldn't help it. there's a little section in the middle of that song where the spirit of mufasa appears to speak to simba, and the way they worked the scenery to show that was phenomenal. i cannot even begin to describe how incredible it was, it was like i was crying for simba and the beauty of the song and then i was crying because the set blew me away. i cannot recommend it enough!

despite the studio spaces being gone though, the hard work is not over. our deadline is not until the 6th of may, and before then i still have to make my final piece, catch up on documentation and designing, organise a photoshoot, and set up an exhibition, which sounds like a lot (it is!!!) but i've got just under a month and i'm pretty sure i can conquer my massive to-do list haha! i'll let you know how it goes once everything's done and out of the way.

also, just a quick note to say my blog might be changing a little, which you might have already noticed - i want to take my blog down a more book-based route. i spend so much time reading and it's such a big part of my life but i feel like i never talk about it, and none of my friends are big readers so my thoughts on what i'm reading usually just stay locked up in my head, which sucks. so i'm going to start making posts about what i'm reading - mostly wrap-up's but maybe the odd review too, in between my usual life-update posts. i can't wait to share some of my thoughts with you guys!

Wednesday, 12 March 2014

interviews, offers, hard work

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so i set myself a little goal to do a post every weekend but arghhhh i've been so busy! not busy these last few weeks, busy FOREVER. it never ends, it just goes on and on. getting there though! only a month or so of brutal work left and then i can spent the next six months napping and eating (and planning an exhibition, but let's not think about that now...).
so in the last month i've had interviews at bournemouth, huddersfield, and nottingham trent. i got two of those three offers (and two straight rejections, damn you edinburgh and bath spa!) and my place at huddersfield is confirmed! i'm SO EXCITED and am going to view my future accommodation on sunday.
college work is going fine, i'm gradually stumbling forward towards a final outcome. everything's looking pretty positive and i'm on track to get it all done, so i won't say much more because i don't want to jinx it. i'll show you some pictures once i get everything done and tell you aaaall about it, but for now it's a bit of a mess and i'm spending my time constantly covered in bits of tape. i spent practically all last week with my college friends, having fun and exploring leeds instead of doing work, but now the Pressure Is On so we've been hiding out at our desks and just ploughing through it. it's lonely but it'll be worth it (i hope!).
spring is very much on it's way in england which i'm so excited for. i've always been more of a winter girl but i'm finding myself really wanting to run on some grass with bare feet and i just cannot wait for the sun to come out. college days go so much quicker when we can see blue skies through the studio window too, i'm LOVING IT.
the rest of this week involves more tape and more hard work, but being productive feels great. i'm currently reading 'derby girl' (or 'whip it') by shauna cross which i'm loving, it very much lives up to the masterpiece that is drew barrymore's film version. now back to work! have a great week guys! x

Sunday, 9 February 2014

manchester & fmp

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this week has been SO busy but so fun! so the FMP has officially begun and we've all been decorating our desks with inspiration and ideas, which is maybe my favourite part about a project because it feels a lot more like fun than work haha. and because we've just started our Last Ever Totally Scary Project at LCA we've been encouraged to visit lots of museums and i actually got to go to two! 
last sunday i got to go to manchester to visit the museum of science and industry, which was so cool. the stuff i took photos of was mostly engines, electronics, controls, etc. which aren't very interesting so i won't show you them. it was definitely more about industry than science, which is kind of disappointing, but i still enjoyed it. it was actually chinese new year whilst we were there so we got caught up in all the parades and excitement and things, so to get away from that for a little while we ended up hiding out in the manchester art gallery (which i've written about before) and we stumbled upon the last day of a grayson perry exhibition! i love grayson perry but had no idea he was showing there, i couldn't believe it! SO COOL.
then on wednesday, i went to a local museum called the royal armouries to photograph police uniforms and riot wear (again, not very interesting) but they had this incredible little display of all the swords and daggers used in the recent hobbit films!
other than that it has been an average week, i suppose. i had my braces tightened on wednesday, and on tuesday i had to give my final project presentation. oh, and i signed up to run 3 miles for sports relief in march! i did it back 2010 and loved it so i'm doing it again this year with my sister - so excited! plus here comes honey boo boo is back! who's as excited as me?! probably no one, haha!
hope you guys had a good week. :-) x

Thursday, 30 January 2014

art college update

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it's been so long since i last updated on my course haha! really it's only been a few months but it feels like years, because this course just goes so quickly, it's crazy. 
so, last week was stage 2 assessment week! so stage 2 is officially over and i passed! WOO! we're now on stage 3 a.k.a. Final Major Project (daunting or what...). my theme for the fmp is 2 space policemen in the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy! it's a bit out there but i think i can work with it. 
stage 2 was both lovely and horrible. some weeks, such as a week of pure life drawing, were hell on earth; on the last day i had to run to town to get some free newspapers to collage with and i seriously considered curling up in a corner and sleeping for the rest of the day. it was completely ridiculous. but other projects, such as the colour project (the top image is one of my samples from that project) were really fun. we had a 'body extension' group project which i LOVED (our body part was the hips so our piece revolved around being 'joined at the hip', maybe i'll show the final product in another post), a styling photography project, the dreaded life drawing, 2 weeks of colour (this involved a lot of hardcore colour theory), and a 5-week independent project, which, for costume students, was based on a character from The Knight's Tale by Chaucer. 
stage 2 wasn't as 'fun' as stage 1 simply because all my lovely friends chose to specialise in magpi (moving image / advertising / graphics / photography / illustration) whereas i'm in tfp (textiles / fashion / design for performance), so i didn't get to hang out with them as much as possible. in tfp our studios are blocked off into individual desks so i'm essentially staring at a wall all day every day, which gets kind of lonely. it's good though because i get lots of work done!
stage 2 also involves applying to uni and putting together a portfolio. i've applied to bournemouth, nottingham trent, edinburgh, huddersfield, and bath spa, and i already have an interview at huddersfield! go me! i've sent my efolio off to edinburgh and i really hope i get an interview there, mostly just because i've never been to scotland and would love to explore.
in terms of the school, i do absolutely love leeds college of art, i've never been so happy in a school before, BUT it is worth knowing that costume students will not got a lot out of the foundation diploma. none of the tfp tutors specialise in costume and other than the independent project, costume students were always told to just do the fashion design brief, which i hated. communication really sucks too, there's been several occasions where myself in tfp and my friends in magpi have been completely clueless to important aspects of things and have been left in the dark until the last minute (the magpi trip to berlin was the first week of january but the tutors didn't tell them anything about it until the last day before we broke up for christmas). but these things don't make it a bad course - if i was anything other than a costume student then i recommend it 100%! it is, after all, the best school for the course.
this week i'm doing lots of physical research for my fmp and having lots of breaks - stress is starting to take over a little so i'm trying super hard to look after myself and making sure i have fun. i'm going to go play with some metal now, haha, have a lovely week folks! x

Tuesday, 21 January 2014

100 movies 2013 - end of year update

I DID IT! i watched 100 movies in 2013! 101, to be exact.
i found it so much harder than i expected, especially once i started my foundation course, because i usually get home at 5pm and combined with work, tv, reading, showering, eating, etc., i never had time to sit and actually watch a film. i managed to do it though!
because i found it so hard, as mentioned in my '14 things to do in 2014' post, i've decided to only try for 50 this year. the main reason for this is to put less pressure on myself, but also because i found myself just watching ANYTHING so i could add another film to my list. five or six times i would put a film on and not even pay attention, so i want the quantity of the films i watch to decrease which will hopefully prompt an improvement in quality. :)
  1. the wedding video
  2. the hunger games
  3. LOL
  4. quarantine 2: terminal
  5. katy perry: part of me
  6. child's play
  7. seed of chucky
  8. amelie
  9. ted
  10. flakes
  11. 32a
  12. not suitable for children
  13. hard candy
  14. despicable me 2
  15. dare
  16. recess: taking the fifth grade
  17. avengers assemble
  18. cyberbully
  19. requiem for a dream
  20. detention
  21. the princess diaries
  22. we need to talk about kevin
  23. burlesque
  24. free samples
  25. panic button
  26. kill bill vol. 1
  27. the innkeepers
  28. nine
  29. rent
  30. hotel transylvania
  31. sister act
  32. pretty in pink
  33. the art of getting by
  34. insidious
  35. toy story of TERROR!
  36. the bling ring
  37. spring breakers
  38. step brothers
  39. playback
  40. cabaret
  41. queen live in budapest: hungarian rhapsody
  42. in their skin
  43. mama
  44. the hunger games: catching fire
  45. this is 40
  46. black pond
  47. love bite
  48. anger management
  49. 17 again
  50. the full monty
  51. new year's eve

Friday, 27 December 2013

13 things to do in 2013 - revisited

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1. dress cute every day (at least at art college). DONE! i don't dress crazy amazing at college or anything, mostly just jeans and a top, but i feel like getting a job and having money has allowed me to buy some nice new clothes and things, so i definitely feel better about my outfits because i'm not just wearing the same thing every day - instead of wearing just one pair of jeans i now get to choose between two, haha!
2. read at least 15 books. DONE! i thoroughly DESTROYED this goal and actually got up to over 50 damn books this year! WOO GO ME!
3. go see at least 3 shows. DONE! i actually saw 9 shows this year!
4. get an A (full marks) on my textiles coursework. DONE! not only did i get full marks on my coursework, but i also got an A* for my overall a-level. :)
5. pass psychology. DONE! i got a C! which i think is pretty great considering that that last exam was probably put together by satan himself!
6. make at least 3 things from scratch with my sewing machine. DONE!... sort of. early in the year i made a white polka dot swing dress from scratch (very audrey from little shop of horrors), but then other things took over like a-levels, and then college. however, for my textiles a-level, i did make 2 things: a dress and a cape, so it's kind of cheating but i don't care. :)
7. visit london. DONE! i spent a weekend in london with my parents in march and it was incredible. you can read posts i wrote about it here: x, x, x, x, x, x.
8. get my splits. this is the only one i didn't do! getting splits is so time consuming, especially if you want to progress; you have to keep upping the time you hold your stretches so after a few months i was holding everything for like 3 minutes each and it adds up to over an hour worth of stretching and it just started taking over my life! once i started putting together my portfolio and things i stopped having time for it so i decided it was just time to end this dream.
9. get braces. DONE! that's all there is to it, really. :)
10. get a job. DONE! in june i got a 3-month employment contract working in the food department at my local marks and spencer, and then in july i was put on the food & beverage concessions casual staff database at the new leeds arena!
11. go out and get reasonably intoxicated at least once. DONE! love going out with my college girls. :)
12. get into art college. DONE! 
13. make at least 5 stop-motions. DONE! i made quite a few actually; lots were done very simply on LapseIt and most weren't 'planned' or 'scripted' but i made them, and i love them. i'm also very glad that i didn't give up on this one even though it stopped moving me forward in a college/university way.

Saturday, 12 October 2013

theatre catch-up

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hi guys! as i've been really busy with college lately i haven't had a chance to write much, but i've seen some crazy amazing shows, so i'm just going to do some quick summaries here for you. :-)

cabaret at the bradford alhambra: i was really excited for this one but it was so far from what i was expecting. the sections that took place in the 'kabaret' and the 'kabaret' acts themselves were incredible and will young was great as emcee, but the rest of the show was very dark. i've never felt much about WWII, i don't think anyone in my generation has because we're too young, but when that guy (can't remember his character name) took off his jacket at the party to reveal a nazi armband i audibly gasped, i couldn't even believe how shocked i was! and if you take that as a marker for my tolerance level of that kind of thing, you can see why i found the rest of the show hard to watch.

sweeney todd at the west yorkshire playhouse: as you can see in the picture, this show started with actors playing patients in a mental illness ward while you took your seats, which was kind of scary, and a bit strange as, if you've seen the fab tim burton film, you'd realise that there is no such scene and i was wondering what kind of show i was about to see. the story was set in more modern times (with mrs lovett's pie shop being more of a cafe) and these 'patients' were actually the stage hands who added a few interludes about the developments in the story as they were changing sets. i was wondering if the man who played sweeney would live up to the majesty that is johnny depp (a.k.a. the love of my life); he played it very differently but it was possibly the best acting performance i've ever seen - i genuinely thought this guy could go on a murderous rampage of the audience if he felt like it. absolutely loved it!

danny elfman's music of the films of tim burton at the first direct arena in leeds: the venue for this show was not even half full - i paid £25 for tickets right at the back and was upgraded to £60 seats in the second block from the stage haha! not complaining, but it kind of made me wonder if this show was going to be any good. 90% of it was just a plain old orchestra; some sections had photos accompanying it but not many. if you hadn't seen the film then you wouldn't have enjoyed that section, and i had only seen about half. it was a very sleepy environment but then the moment that everyone had been waiting for happened: the nightmare before christmas! the actual guy who voiced jack skellington came on stage and sang his parts live! it was just incredible and the 13-year-old emo within me was crying with joy. the audience went insane for this guy, i think we gave him a total of 3 standing ovations? it turned the whole show around, it was amazing!

Thursday, 10 October 2013

art college so far

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finally learnt how to work shutter speed ahhhh!
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lca floor tiles.
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taking photo's in the museum all day.
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experiments from my photography induction. (hi chris!)
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this jekyll and hyde/american psycho thing i did for 'pattern and surface'.
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hard workin'. 
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giving paper cut-outs names and personalities is like our favourite activity. 
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second week, drawing workshops, documenting chosen sections of the floor in A1 scale.
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'50 photos' project crit week.
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workin' hard, picnic in the park, workin' hard again.
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organising the lines from my floor piece in size order, 4 items items in 4 corners coming together for 'pattern and surface', specialism lectures in hyde park picture house. 
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16/9/2013 (tying my shoelaces with paper was a highlight).

so! i've been at art college for about a month and so far i am loving it! it was really strange at first because i didn't know anyone and i didn't think i'd be up to the standard creatively or whatever, but everyone has been so nice and making friends was really easy and i think once we all settled in and figured our way around the building it's just started to be amazing. they've been having us doing loads of weird things (i mean, drawing the floor? really?) and lots of it is kind of boring and tedious (90 minute lecture on the history of art education a while ago, yaaawn) but i'm actually really proud of all the work that's come out of these bizarre tasks.
it's very full on though, i should say that. i do 9am-4pm every weekday and then when i get home i mostly do coursework until i go to bed. i haven't had time for doing stuff like reading, watching tv, etc. up until a few weeks ago i was also doing 16-hour weekends at m&s, but my contract ended on that so at least now i get weekends to catch up on work and do things that i enjoy haha! (like applying for christmas jobs, wooo! not.)
my stage 1 assessment appointment was at 11.20 today and i passed! woooooo! as of monday i will officially be a textiles, fashion, and design for performance student!
i think that's all i need to say to catch you guys up. there's also a trip to london in november which i'm really excited for, ahhh! art school is so exciting haha! it's kind of crazy but i genuinely just love it. if you're debating whether or not to do a foundation diploma just do it! it's a lot of work but so far it's turning out to be one of the most fun years of my life! x

Wednesday, 26 June 2013

through the dark turns and noise, of this wicked little town

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textiles revision. | finding old clothes you forgot you had is the best. | smurf haribo. | the rocky horror show at the grand theatre in leeds. | my new name badge for work. | new books. | follow me on instagram: beckyyroo :)

hello, long time no see! sorry it's been such a while since i last posted anything, up until the 12th of june i was working very hard to finish my a-levels and revising for my last exams, and after that i spent 1 week relaxing and being lazy. the other big exciting thing that's been keeping me busy is i've finally got an actual scary job like an adult! last week, on tuesday, i had a job interview and they offered me the job straight away! i had my induction on thursday and friday, then my first weekend of work on saturday/sunday, then i was working yesterday and today. i'm finding the work to be not so difficult but the whole responsibility/grown-up side to it is freaking me out a little, which is why i've spent my free time since i started watching mind-numbing tv and sleeping. i'm very excited to be finally earning some money though, and i plan on spending my first wage on a ticket to see elton john at the new leeds arena in september, which i'm very excited about. :)

currently listening to:
'the origin of love' - hedwig and the angry inch film soundtrack: i recently watched the film 'hedwig and the angry inch' for the first time; not only is it amazing, but it has the best soundtrack for a musical that i've ever heard. if you think that showtunes are all cheesy and stuff, you need to listen to this song, it's beautiful. listen here.
'wicked little town' - hedwig and the angry inch film soundtrack: what they said^. listen here.
'barlights' - fun.: since i saw fun. live in april, i've started listening to some of their earlier work, and 'barlights' is my current favourite. it was amazing live, too. :) listen here. 
'for crying out loud' - meat loaf: the raw power and emotion and the progression of this song is just insane, i wish could sing like that. listen here. 
'bring him home' - alfie boe, in les miserables: my favourite song from les miserables changes on a weekly basis, and this is my current favourite. listen here. (last weeks favourite was 'in my life/a heart full of love'.)
'i will survive' - leah mcfall: okay, so i'm not the biggest fan of talent shows, but i always tend to watch them just because sitting down for an evening of tv is just something we do in my family, and when i saw leah mcfall perform this song on the voice this year i was just blown away. i believe it got to number 3 in the uk download charts, i think? anyway, it's INCREDIBLE. i can't believe she didn't win! listen here. 

currently reading: 
'the bling ring: how a gang of fame-obsessed teens ripped off hollywood and shocked the world' by nancy jo sales: i'm only about 60 pages in but already i'm LOVING this book. it's written very much like an essay (you can tell it was written by a journalist) so it feels a lot like you're just researching the topic rather than reading a book, which i actually quite like as it keeps the interest going. the chapters are very short, which i like, (i hate having to put aside like a whole hour to read just one chapter) and it's easy to get through quickly. so far i'd recommend it!
'everything is illuminated' by jonathan safran foer: i don't want to give this book a 'bad review', but so far i'm not liking it. i'm about 40 pages in and i just don't want to read any more. it's not really holding my attention and, because half of it is written from the point of view of a man who speaks very little english, it's quite difficult to understand and is one of those books that gives me a headache straight away. i'm going to power through though and i'll tell you what i think once i'm done.

currently watching:
'the call centre': this is a documentary on bbc3 about a call centre in wales and it is HILARIOUS. there's not much else i can say about it really, but if you get the chance, you should definitely watch a few episodes on bbc iplayer.
'hedwig and the angry inch': this is a musical about sexuality and gender identity, essentially, and tells the story of hansel, who later takes his mother's name, hedwig. this had been on my 'to watch' list for years and recently i heard that it was going to be adapted for broadway (starring neil patrick harris as hedwig, which is the perfect casting!) so i decided to finally watch it, and it was amazing! as i said previously in this post, the music is incredible, but so are the costumes and the sets and the story and the characters. i can't believe that so little people have seen this film because it's just perfect, and i'm so excited for it to get more recognition. i also kind of really need to go to new york now haha! x

Wednesday, 3 April 2013

easter london


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the travel lodge at covent garden has crazy comfy beds!
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staircase inside monki on carnaby street.
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oranges at the v&a. 

hello beautiful people! i recently went to london for the weekend to celebrate my 18th birthday. i absolutely love london and have been dying to visit for a long time; i had been twice before but was too young to remember anything, and this was the first opportunity i was given to actually plan a holiday myself and do all the things i wanted to do there. although london is not that far away, maybe 2 hours on the train, i rarely get to go, so we crammed as much as possible into the 3 days we were there, including the v&a, the natural history museum, the science museum, shopping, and going to see wicked at the apollo victoria theatre. (it was amazing! but a post on that to come...) although doing non-stop tourist things for 3 days has ruined my legs, i had the best time ever.
i had gone with plans to make stop-motions and various videos while i was there but it was ridiculously cold, and definitely too cold to have my hands out in the air holding a camera all the time. i did manage to shoot a few minutes of footage though, which you can see at the top of this post. it's mostly shot at the science museum, as i loved their moving light installations and wanted to capture their full beauty, which couldn't be done with photographs.
this is just a quick summary/update post, and there will be several more in-depth posts with lots of photos to come in the next few weeks, so you have those to look forward to, and i can look forward to writing them! there are so many wonderful and free things to do and see in london; you may think a city break will be crazy expensive but we managed to do it on a budget and had an amazing time.
thank you for reading, and keep your eyes peeled for london-themed posts in the future! :) xx

Monday, 4 February 2013

04/02/2013

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new watercolour painting | opi's 'the world is not enough' from their skyfall collection | post-interview drive home | follow me on instagram! i'm 'beckyyroo' :)

hello! this will be a short and slightly different update post. today i had my first of two interviews for art college. after several recent disastrous job interviews that stripped my confidence down to almost nothing, i was super nervous, and it went just as badly as i had feared it would. the tutor compared my work with the three other students at the interviews and got us to talk through our portfolios. i stumbled over words and said stupid things and was embarrassed by my own work; everyone else seemed to be so much better than me, and my bad relationship with my sixth form art department meant i had no sketchbook work, only final pieces. i felt silly and stupid, like a little girl just starting high school being scared of the big kids. i was out of my depth, in over my head. i've thought that art college was the place that i was supposed to be since i was ten years old but today i found out that i'd been wrong. i felt so out of place and i knew that i didn't belong there. but that was my first choice for college; what am i supposed to do now?

i've always felt that i was good at art but as i've gained qualifications i seem to grow to hate art classes more and more. i thought that that was just down to how gcse and a-level art is taught, and that once i got to college or university then they'd understand my working process better and it would be okay, but now i'm doubting that. what if i get to college but feel the same as i do now? my work would be bad and they'd laugh at me before kicking me out. that's terrifying. another thing is that art just terrifies me in general; are they really any careers in this for me? am i going to be paying £9,000 a year for nothing? are my costume designing career plans just false and way out-of-reach? nothing is certain about my future and my options get more limited every time i make a decision.

i know that a year at art college is the only thing i can do from here. whether or not i'll enjoy it, fit in, or create good work is a different matter. the college that i just visited offered me a place, and i should be happy about that, but instead i'm just nervous. i feel like i've tricked them into thinking i'm talented and eventually they'll figure it out. i guess what i'm saying is what everyone else is saying: i'm scared. scared of being rejected, scared of putting my all into something just to be told it's shit, scared of not being enough. for now all i can do is keep moving forward and try not to let fear overcome me.

i'll let you know how my next interview goes, and thank you for reading. regular posts will resume soon. xx

Monday, 7 January 2013

books i read in 2012

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'a clockwork orange' by anthony burgess - i saw the film before i read the book, and the things that i didn't like about the film turned out to be the plot and the storytelling. therefore what is wrong with the film, is the book. the film is so, so, so much better than the book. obviously the book is a masterpiece because it's written in a strange russian slang language entirely invented by anthony burgess, so clearly it's a very interesting read just for that, but it gave me a headache after reading a page. just see the film!

'nick and norah's infinite playlist' by david levithan and rachel cohn (not pictured) - again, the film is way better than the book. michael cera and kat dennings make it so much better. it was so predictable and boring and obviously written for a much younger audience. it was pretty much just a love story and nothing more. my favourite aspect of the film was the whole concept of where's fluffy?; i thought the idea of this secret band and following the clues to see them live was awesome! the scriptwriter essentially took a bland story and made it great. although lots of people thought the film was awful, so maybe that's just me.

'the picture of dorian gray' by oscar wilde - i really liked this book, eventually. i found it quite boring when i was reading it because nothing really happens, other than the portrait being painted, for like the first two thirds of the book. obviously that was to set the scene and make sure you know the characters well to be able to tell what is and what isn't something that character would naturally do, but it was just really boring to read. once it got into the plot though, i really liked it, and i thought it was really interesting and gripping. the story of dorian gray is one of my favourites, actually, but i do tend to struggle through classics quite a lot. i think this is a book that might translate better in a film so i'm currently scouring skymovies for one.

'the fault in our stars' by john green - absolute perfection, john green is a genius. i cried through the whole second half and i never cry at books. i truly did feel all of the things. i'd give it one million out of five. i wrote a post on it here.

'miss peregrine's home for peculiar children' by ransom riggs (not pictured) - both hardback and paperback versions of this book are beautiful, and i would buy it just because of that. the publishing is stunning; the pages are glossy, the font is so easy to read and pretty, and the cover is just wow. i thought the story was INCREDIBLE too, it was like nothing i've ever read before and it was so interesting. the book is centred around these abnormal photograph's that ransom riggs collects, so at points i felt that parts of the story were put in just to link in another photograph, but that didn't bother me too much - i could enjoy the images seperate to the story as well as intermingled with it. some parts were quite confusing and a lot of it was very bizarre in a very, 'just come with me on this one, it'll make sense later' kind of way, but it did always make sense later and i was very very glad that i persevered. i thought the ending was really... distressing? i don't want to spoil it, but i just felt really uneasy and worried and nervous for jacob after he made his final decision. it seemed to end on a cliffhanger so i really hope there's a sequel - i really want to know if he made it out okay haha!

'wicked' by gregory maguire - i just loved it okay. i can't produce coherent thoughts about it but it was amazing. i feel like some things were left unanswered and that's kind of infuriating, because it was so, so close to perfect, but i'm willing to overlook it because i enjoyed reading it so much. the second i saw it had a map at the beginning i buckled myself in for a tough ride because i assumed it would be complex and hard to follow (and needed a map for reference while reading), but it flowed so easily and i had no trouble following. i definitely recommend it, whether you like the musical or not.

'zombicorns' by john green - technically this isn't even a book, it's maybe 30 pages long, but it's on goodreads so it counts! john green wrote this short story to sell to raise money for charity, and you can't purchase copies of it any more but you can download it for free here. i really enjoyed it. it was quite fun to read; it took me maybe half an hour and i liked the novelty of reading it from A4 printed pages like a script. john green put a note in at the start of the book to say that he doesn't think of it as good in any way, but i thought it was really interesting, if not just for the twist on the whole over-done zombie storyline. i'd definitely recommend reading it.

'an abundance of katherine's' by john green - i loved reading this book so much. i loved the characters and the story and it was just so nice to read. as a fellow nerd, i greatly enjoyed the maths/statistics element, and this book is further evidence that john green really does know how to write an excellent road trip. the only thing i didn't like was the little fight scene, but i think that's because i find fight scenes quite boring to read in general, so it's more about my enjoyment of fight scenes rather than john greens ability to write fight scenes. just read it!

'i am legend' by richard matheson - i really enjoyed this book, but that might just be because i was really craving a horror story when this reached the top of my to-read pile (it's not really much of a horror story but whatever). opheliadagger mentioned in her review that she was expecting something really obvious to happen that didn't happen, but then it did, and i was thinking about this whilst reading the book and i couldn't figure out what she was referring to. the ending was a total surprise to me and i thought it was really interesting and i wasn't expecting it at all. i'm not sure if that's just me being ignorant but there you go. thoroughly enjoyed it!

'fahrenheit 451' by ray bradbury - i read this book because john and hank of the vlogbrothers chose it as their summer book club book and i wanted to be part of that, but i kind of regret it. both john and hank did analytical videos on the first part of the book (here and here), which i really enjoyed as i suck at analysing, but then they just left it and i had to struggle through the rest of the book. i thought the premise was a really interesting idea and looking at the plot as a whole, now, i can see that it was quite a good story, but i just hated reading it. again, i tend to struggle through classics, which is something i really need to get over.

'the perks of being a wallflower' by stephen chbosky (read as part of carrie fletcher's october club) - this has been on my to-read pile for so long but i finally decided to take the plunge. i quite fancy the film so i didn't want to see it without reading the book first! initially i thought it was going to be another one of those clichéd hipster books about teens who think they're 'special and unique', but it was so much more than i expected. i ended up really enjoying it. it's quite a light read, and definitely in the genre of YA fiction, but i thought the characters were really well-developed, and there is a pretty good twist at the end that i didn't see coming. there were obviously some cringy moments, like that whole 'and in that moment i swear we were infinite' thing made me want to put the book down and never pick it up again, but once you got past the lines you'd already seen a million times on tumblr it was fine.

'american psycho' by bret easton ellis (read as part of carrie fletcher's october club) - okay, so i have mixed feelings about this book. it took me a while to get into it, but then i started to really enjoy it. i have no other good points other than that i loved it (that sounds bad, but that one huge good point counteracts all the little bad ones), but i have a lot of complaints. one is that it gets really, really tedious to have to read in-depth descriptions of each character's outfit every time patrick bateman socialises - which is a lot. obviously this is supposed to say something about how bateman thinks and how the dullness of wealth causes him to memorise stupid fashion facts, but it was so boring to read. another thing is that the book got very graphic. when i bought the book my dad described it to me as 'pornographic', but i would say that it was very much more on the side of 'extremely detailed and in-depth brutal rape, torture, and murder'. some descriptions made me feel quite sick, and i'm the kind of person who can handle any gory film you throw at me. other than these things, i thought it was overall, very good. but then i discussed it with my dad again, and apparently i had completely misunderstood the book. i don't want to kind of spoil the ending for you guys, so i won't tell you how i interpreted the story differently or anything. apparently the film clears up the real story, so i'll have to have a watch of that at some point. i would've given it a 4/5 but now i'm kind of confused about whether or not i understood any of it, so i'll just leave it un-rated for now.

'extremely loud & incredibly close' by jonathan safran foer (read as part of carrie fletcher's october club) - i read this book without really even reading the blurb, like i didn't know anything about it. when i found out it was based on 9/11 i was a bit worried because i was way too young and ignorant to understand 9/11 at the time and i thought that maybe i wouldn't be able to relate to the story as much as i'd like, but it was so descriptive and so informative that it didn't really matter that i knew nothing about the event. the story jumps between two generations, which i found quite confusing at first, but after a while it didn't bother me so much. i found the characters to be really sincere and interesting and the story was so simple and perfect but it was so GOOD. just so GOOD.

'the alchemy of animation' by don hahn - as you may already know, i got really into animation in 2012, and also rekindled my love for disney and pixar. i bought this book in disneyworld because i wanted to buy ALL OF THE BOOKS but this was the only one that wasn't massively overpriced, but i'm so glad i bought it! it talks through three different types of animation used at disney - 2D animation (snow white, etc.), 3D animation (any pixar film), and stop-motion animation (the nightmare before christmas, etc.). i found this to be really interesting and also really inspiring, and if you're into animation or disney then i definitely recommend reading it.

Wednesday, 6 June 2012

right now


this is an accurate representative of the size of my face; yep, it's big.

reading right now
charla vail's blog: i just love her. i went through her whole blog, finish to start, this week. she's amazing and so talented and beautiful and uh. i just wish i was her. she's perfect. read here.
miss peregrine's home for peculiar children: my sister bought this book in super target when we were in america. it hasn't been published for very long and it's already a best-seller. it's a collection of found abnormal photograph's strung together by this amazing adventure/mystery-esque story. lovin' it. you can buy it here.

watching right now
make it or break it: have i mentioned this tv show before? it ties in my two loves - gymnastics and american teen drama. it just makes me sad that i never did gymnastics when i was younger haha.
sex and the city: remember ages ago in swingsandwatercolours history when i bought the sex and the city boxset? yeah, i still haven't watched it. since i have a week of pure freedom i've started working my way through it. (fyi - big was so hot in the first season!)

listening to right now
jonathan coulton - re: your brains: a hilarious but amazing song about zombies, introduced to me by the lovely john green of vlogbrothers in this video. listen here.
the beatles - in my life: the most familiar song i've ever heard. it sounds like my childhood. i grew up on the beatles. listen here.
glee - paradise by the dashboard light: their cover reminded me how much i love this song. this was from the best episode ever. i cried and danced and laughed and they did such good songs. pinball wizard, paradise by the db l, and we are the champions? YES. listen here.
florence + the machine - shake it out: this makes me cry. it's so beautiful. i love it. listen here.
pink floyd - the entire 'dark side of the moon' album: this album got me through a week of solid psych revision. thank you. i loved every minute of it. listen here.
guns n roses - november rain: this was in my head all throughout my psych exam. it's a good song for writing. listen here.
bruce springsteen - thunder road: introduced to me by a girl that i don't really like. she has good taste in music though. listen here.
kate bush - wuthering heights: what can i say, other than this song is perfect. a notable mention is noel fielding's take on the video. listen here.
super heroes - from the rocky horror picture show: my childhood was based on this film, thank you sophie for showing me something that will live with me forever. listen here.
i'm going home - from the rocky horror picture show: ^what she said. listen here.


other thing's right now
being tweeted by celebrities: you may remember a while ago, i dedicated a whole post to my love for ryan matthew cohn. i was on a big oddities-watching spree in march and tweeted that^. on the 27th of may he tweeted me back. i can't help feeling that he was probably terrified by my creepy comment but OH MY GOD HE TWEETED ME.
constantly eating rolo cookies: yum. that is all.
sketching: i'm very close to finishing my first ever non-school sketchbook. it's almost totally full so i've been working really hard to get all my un-finished sketches, finished. inspiration from charla helps too (see above).  maybe when it's done i'll get the scanner out and show you all.
writing to-do lists: since i'll be having a lot of free time on my hands very soon, i wrote this little list of things i want to do this year;

  • read all the books in my 'to read' pile (before buying any more!)
  • save up an emergency fund of money for when important, unexpected things occur, such as the announcement of concerts, etc.
  • use my free month on netflix and watch as many films and tv shows as is humanly possible in that month
  • create at least 50 pieces of artwork for myself - i.e. not for coursework
  • dye my hair semi-permanently
  • plan every patch for a patchwork quilt i plan to make at some point
  • finish my current sketchbook and then start another one
  • attempt my first ever flip-book animation (may need to get a light box for this one). xx